Transition is an inevitable element in any being and a person with a contradicting personality probably experiences it not at every junction but probably at every two steps on the road travelled. But can a twist in a personality within a time span of 22 hours be explained? Transitions perhaps need not be absorbed with fear or disgust. But when transformation is the outcome – loneliness, confusion, in capabilities set to sink in. “Nothing to ponder about “might be the most convenient way to overcome it. But after a déjà vu once, twice, thrice a feeling of emptiness, depression, sometimes even a solution to overcome fear become the outcome. At times giving away to let emotions trickle down those cheeks might not comfort for more than 5 moments. Such is the strength of transition when the needle simply doesn’t point to that dot; a very Big dot at that.
Call it a coincidence or perhaps just another phase. Just when I'm going to get started with yet another event which hopefully directs me towards the lighthouse that I seek, I decide to start a blog. Often I've wondered as to why would anyone just put up posts when a pocket diary can do the job. Is it for praise? feedback?boredom? No! Not at all. To me there is some sort of satisfaction that I will definetly derive once I cross the initial barriers and at least make an attempt to coin down something close to my heart. Easy as it may sound, its not an easy task. First to get yourself started, then making it appealing at least to the eyes, finally when everything seems right and on track you get confused. Am I doing it the right way?? Talk about the complex Human mind! (Or maybe just a sleepy one). For all I know I feel proud and excited about my first attempt. I wish to turn this into a jolly- good learning exp...
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